I'm going to write on here, because nobody pays attention to me anyway. It's like a journal, something only for me-that I need to let out.
I haven't been able to really write anymore. The drive is wavering, even after having a publisher. That's because personal-life, it's a mess, and has been for a few weeks now. To make it worse, couple days ago I pretty much tossed my life aside.
I fucked up...So badly... So, so, so badly... Something I can't tell anyone, ever. Not my family, friends, or even best friend.
I've lost all respect for myself, to the point where I don't even know who I am. I hate it when people ask wrong, because I refuse to say. When my friend asked me, I nearly burst into tears...
And I'm so, so sorry.
I... don't know what to do..... I want to disappear...
But I have to keep writing, only thing that's always there for me. I'm onto big things now, so I can't quit.
That's where I am at the moment. FML -___-
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